Anxiety. Depression. ADHD. All confirmed diagnoses. I’ve been in the dark rooms and tunnels. I’ve spent days not showering, overeating, and isolating myself. I’ve been hypersexual. I’ve had days and weeks at a time where it’s not even 10 a.m., and I’m popping open a wine/beer cooler, making a mixed drink, or taking 2-3 shots.Continue reading “I’m Not Always Okay & That’s Okay”
Mother’s Day 2026
In my memorial, happy birthday post about my Mama, I mentioned my raw feelings towards her in my adolescent years. In that, Mother’s Day was always more focused on my Nanny. Then I had a stage where I yearned to spend Mother’s Day with my Mama. There was a point where I had one footContinue reading “Mother’s Day 2026”
Nature v. Nurture: The Layers of Me
There’s this “Verzus Battle” in the psychology world called nature vs. nurture. I love it because when it comes to my life, it’s the best of both worlds. Nature vs. nurture is about the person you are. Is the person you’re becoming more about your genetics or the environment that you grew up around? DoesContinue reading “Nature v. Nurture: The Layers of Me”
Walking to Rolling
Between my grandparents and my stubbornness, I had being disabled in the bag. My confidence was at an all-time high. I’d be the first to volunteer and lead the pack. The word “no” and the distance or challenge of any kind were nonexistent. After I was born, I had many surgeries to assist with straighteningContinue reading “Walking to Rolling”
music is life .
Music is important. There’s a genre, artist, and song for every mood and occasion. My Papa got me a laptop in middle school, and I’d learn the lyrics to all my favorite songs. I’d go to a lyric website, copy and paste the lyrics into a Word document, and save it to my “lyrics” folderContinue reading “music is life .”
Lauren Ridloff
If you know me, you know The Walking Dead is one of my favorite shows. No judgement, but its on the Comfort Show list 🫣 I’m one of the fans that stuck it out until the end. Which means I was able to meet new characters, including Connie, who is played by Lauren Ridloff. LaurenContinue reading “Lauren Ridloff”
Happy Heavenly Birthday, Mama!
To be completely transparent, I hated my mom. In my adolescent mind, I was angry because how could you abandon your daughter? How could the streets be more important than your kids? The drugs can’t be that enticing. But I was young, naive, and didn’t know. If I’m being real and raw, as my momContinue reading “Happy Heavenly Birthday, Mama!”
Mother’s Day 2022
What makes a woman a mother? Is it the woman that gave birth to you? The woman who raised you? The woman who took you under her wings? The woman who treats you as their own? The woman who picked you up when you were down? Or is it the woman who stepped as aContinue reading “Mother’s Day 2022”
Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day, Nanny
Mother’s Day changed for me on August 13th, 2021. My grandma, my Nanny, the only mother I have ever known went home to the be with Lord. These past couple of weeks leading up to today has been rough. I’ve been extra emotional and triggered thinking about her and missing her. My Nanny and IContinue reading “Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day, Nanny”
Rona Isn’t Accommodating to the Disabled
Before the pandemic, the rights, needs, and voices for people with disabilities were an afterthought. Many public places aren’t accessible, including schools, businesses, restaurants, etc. Now we’re in this pandemic and seems the accessibility has gotten a tad bit worse. The masks. If an individual is hearing impaired & their go to is to readContinue reading “Rona Isn’t Accommodating to the Disabled”
#stillRising 